The season of Advent is upon us. A season of darkness and stillness, awaiting the mystery to unfold.
Hell, if that’s what it’s about, I think perhaps I’ve been living a lifetime of Advent!
It’s strange and wonderful how conversation and communication work.
I remember being a little girl and hanging off my grandmother’s shirttails, head thrown back, eyes lolling at a great and dangerous sarcastic angle, whining, “Come oooooo-ooooon! Mom!”, while she jabbered away to someone.
When I was younger I used to think that long, winding conversations were pointless. Much like advent, impromptu conversations can be ever so revealing about our own hopes and dreams.
Exposing your ideas and dreams to concrete language can be the first step to creating a new reality for yourself.
Once upon a time a poet-mentor of mine asked if he could read some of my poetry aloud to me. I felt reserved and shy at first. He knew that hearing my own words spoken would be a very powerful experience. And it was.
More than once I’ve had a conversation with someone I don’t know so well and then ask myself where the heck that came from. Engaging in conversation with a diverse cross section of ages, genders and intellect is a wonderful way to get to know yourself.
For instance, tonight I had an unexpected and rather lengthy conversation with a gentleman who worked with my mumster (he thinks she’s the cat’s meow). We discussed his career, the professional acquaintances we have in common, his semi-retirement and subsequent move. That lead to a review of my C.V., and some of my dreams for the future.
As only perspective from someone older, more experienced and wiser can do, the conversation really shed some new light on what my future might hold. If only I have the courage to pursue it.
One thing that I’ve learned in my lifetime is that you have to ‘put it out there’. In other words, whatever it is that you want, that you crave, that gets you excited to get out of bed in the morning; you need to talk about it with everyone and anyone who will listen.
It’s not what you know darlings, it’s who you know. The person next to you in line at the coffee shop may know someone who knows something about what you’re dreaming of.
Put it out there. Give a friendly hello, and start with the dreaded small talk. Just talk to people.
Wake up with intention and do something about it. Research. Ask Questions. Go do it.
This Advent season, let the mystery of what’s holding you back from the life you desire, unfold in your every-day interactions with the people around you.