A child was raped and assaulted over and over. He was terrified to tell anyone, and so remained silent his entire childhood, growing into a young man wounded so deeply that he would bear the scars the rest of his life.
As an adult he could no longer stand the guilt of thinking that other children would suffer the same horror. He spoke up. It was emotional, he felt ashamed for something he did not provoke, and at the end of it all, because he was believed, he began the real work of healing.
Does anyone remember the Penn State sexual abuse scandal? If not, refresh your memory. Young men came forward reporting sexual abuse, resulting in the prosecution of the perpetrator.
You’d have to have had your head buried in the sand if you haven’t heard of the reports of child abuse (overwhelmingly of boys) reported in the Catholic Church and the incredibly powerful conspiracy to cover that up. Overwhelmingly these young men came forward because they trusted that they would be believed.
Now read my first paragraph again with a different pronoun;
A child was raped and assaulted over and over. She was terrified to tell anyone, and so remained silent her entire childhood, growing into a young woman wounded so deeply that she would bear the scars the rest of her life.
I was one of those girls. When I wanted to come forward (years later after much counselling and thought), to help other children who were exposed to this man’s reign of terror, I was told (by professional lawyers and psychologists) that despite my record of years of counselling , that it would be my word against his. Without any real physical proof (all those years later), he would not be prosecuted. Not only would he walk away without any repercussion for being a rapist and abuser, getting away with it would only reinforce his perversion.
I was told that should I break my silence in order to help the other kids at risk, he would become bolder and continue to abuse and rape. This is the kind of support women of my generation had; none. Not likely what those Penn State men were told.
The ‘Me Too’ movement has exposed the dirty underbelly of western misogyny. It has highlighted the history of fear-mongering and abuse of power. The frustrating and sad reality of it all is that because these victims are women, they are being poo-pooed, and condescended to by the very systems and people in power who have orchestrated silence of the vulnerable for centuries.
The common opposition about coming forward after years and years, and false accusations are non-arguments. Coming forward years later often happens after much difficult and heart-wrenching work, and with the hope of stopping the horror.
As for false accusations, I take that seriously. After all, I’m the mother of a son. It would break my heart to see his name dragged through the mud if he did not hurt someone.
Most women that you know have been sexually abused and raped. It’s a fact of life that we all know, yet our global culture shrugs it off. As North American women we set a standard for the rest of the women in the world.
In my own sphere, men often shrug it off by saying, I don’t know. It never happened to me. Well, lads, imagine being sexually assaulted and raped and then emotionally abused into being humiliated and shamed by the man or woman who did it. Would you think that they were capable of doing it again to someone else?
Remember that women (and men) report not out of vindictiveness, they report because they want to stop the cycle of abuse.
The problem is that society rallies behind sexually abused men and boys, while, by silence, apathy and blatant denial of the female voice, condoning the continued abuse of women and girls.
Finally our voices are uniting, and are becoming stronger and louder than the din of the historical patriarchy.